Bllaeerrhhhh *Mommy why is there drool on her chin?*

As I sit here, with my whitestrips on and my rosacea cream on my face - the former which makes you drool and the latter makes you kinda feel diseased - I realize that not only is this picture slightly unattractive but I might be a little boring.

I was talking to K-Fed earlier in the evening and we got into the discussion of hobbies. You know, things you do outside of either work or school which you might enjoy on a regular basis. Hobbies do not include anything that has social value unless it's an activity. Let's be really nerdy and go find a definition, shall we?

Hobby: An activity or interest pursued outside one's regular occupation and engaged in primarily for pleasure. (Dictionary.com)

I bring this up for one main reason. We were discussing his intense obsession with fantasy anything, which of course I think is obscenely nerdy (haha- says the pot to the kettle) and so he asked me what my hobbies were then. I literally could not find a single one. Not one! I remember the hobbies I used to have - you know, making jewelry, karate, making an occasional candle or scarf, writing crap that no one reads, playing the piano, hiking like once a year - but then I realized I don't do any of that now. I mean, I went hiking a couple of weeks ago, but does that really count? What about writing this? Does it count? I only spend maybe 10 minutes on it twice a month or so, so I'm not sure it really does.

What's sad is he defined it as something that gives you a sense of accomplishment, which law school certainly doesn't. But I never thought of hobbies as giving a sense of accomplishment - work does that for me. Especially lately what with the raise, the increased flexibility/responsibility, and the fact that for some odd reason Chris is being nice to me.

Besides, what time I do have to myself goes toward social stuff - you know, apparently people want to see me on occasion. I don't know what that's about. I wouldn't want to see me - I'm boring and I have drool on my chin. lol

So anyway - what I would like to do to change this:
1. Find some sort of instrument that I can drag into my apartment. I'd love to have a keyboard with 88 keys. But we knew this.
2. Get back with the dance lessons. I don't care if I have to go alone, because I enjoy it. I'd rather have a dance partner (eases the awkwardness) but if we can't get our schedules together then... *shrug*
3. OR as an alternative, I'd love to find some yoga class or karate class that fits in my schedule.

Maybe I should work on that.

This is the furniture I want for my living room. The couch and chair together are 900 dollars. Anyone want to donate?? My birthday's coming up soon!! *big cheesy grin* 

Who's a lazy ass?? ME! :)

Blah dee blah…I am severely unmotivated this semester. I think I’ve already missed my allowed number of classes in both Con Law and Property, and it’s heading there in Civ Pro. Yes, one of them for Con Law and Civ Pro were because I was sick (I believe I almost died there for a couple of days. Kinda wished my mom would have come up and taken care of me..but that’s because I’m a big baby.) but we know the other times I missed were because I was lazy. Or wanted to see a basketball game. (shut up – you all know who I’m talking to)

But guess what?? Spring break is next week!! Know what I’ll be doing? Working! lol And hopefully going to Chicago (plans seem to be getting delayed and looser…I really want to go but I guess I can’t force sick people to book hotels). And I’m sure some people are getting angry for me not paying them any mind (sorry Mom. And skankity hoes in Louisville.) Anyone have any ideas for stuff to do there? I’ve never been, and I’m starting to think I’ve never really gone anywhere North of Cincy aside from DC and that time we pretty much ran through all the states to Vermont. Go frozen Niagara falls!! In any case, I’m excited because I haven’t gone on vacation in over 2 years. 2 years!! Who does that?!

Oh – weird update of the week: my father is dating 2 people at once. He’s literally a big fat whore. Yeah yeah, you laugh – but you’re not the one listening to him about how he’s having sex with both of them! Yeah, that’s right – if I have to know, so does the entire world.

Another kinda cool update – I got a job!! (at least I hope that’s what he meant) Apparently my telling Cathy I might not stay at the firm for much longer got Greg to tell me that (a) he was planning on expanding the firm’s specialties – score no pi and (b) “We can always get a bigger suite. Our lease is up in less than 2 years” which is when I graduate. I’m excited about that too.

So knowing that everything is pretty much going well, why can’t I get motivated to study?? Maybe I need trauma and stress to get me to actually concentrate. Uggh. Stupidity.